I love the idea of an “us”
You cause me to blush
Melting is a constant behavior
Just by hearing your voice.
Falling in love with you
Even when I’m a complete mess
Mushy little texts
The ones that make my heart beat incredibly fast.
Every relationship is give and take
Thoughts of losing you ….
Causes my knees to quake.
You’re a pain in my ass
I’m as annoying as they come
We balance each other out
Even through the storm.
No broken promises
No more tears
You’re giving me something real with every word your beautiful lips spill.
Everyday I find myself wanting
To be in your arms
Inhaling your scent
Singing sappy love songs
While laying on your chest ;)
I’m not always perfect but I plan to do my best
You’re knocking down every possible wall and bringing out my best
Everyday is a countdown
Draining for you to get home
Hoping that soon I’ll be in your arms.
Ready for our first kiss
Ehh, who knows
Maybe it would be beautiful
Just like your soul.
I don’t quite know how to end this
My book is full with notes
Just know your “Chicken Wing” loves you
But this story will never go untold.
You bring out my smile
The emotions I hide within
I’m happy I have you
Please give me forever
Just me & you.
"Help me understand" she screams
and I can’t even reply
How do you even tell a girl whom isn’t yours “your mines?”
Get me outta this place
What’s this feeling in my chest
Why am I in this daze ?
Why isn’t everything already set in place ?
Help me understand
I wanna be free
I want you to be mines , even when I know we could never be .
You have him
and this guy wants me
There’s no telling the plot of this story
Or what it would turn out to be
Hurting anyone isn’t in our plans
But I don’t know where else to stand
Where should I be?
What cards are in my hand?
Give me a reason to stay strong
To stay positive if you must
Kill every possible doubt
Even the tears that remained untouched
She writes her story on her body
w/ a blade that never stay untouched
her wrist & hip will heal
But it’s her heart that would remain crushed
She has no idea what’s next
What her next move will come from
Everyday feeling like a zombie
w/ a book full of things she wishes to overcome
What choice would she make?
Or will it be a good one
Nobody will never knows cause she stays closed up .
Nothing to overcome
Nothing to give
Feelings nothing but numb.
You give your all till there’s nothing left
Yet you feel drained like nothing means nothing at all
W/ absolutely nothing to gain.
Everyday is a struggle
Nothing but a constant reminder
That everything is falling apart
Nothing to hold onto, nothing but falling .
Someone comes along trying to ease your pain
When all you seem to do is push them all away
The only way you learnt to deal with this isn’t a way to deal with anything at all.
No drink nor blade could ease this never ending pain
You write everything in this pad to find something more
Just a little something or nothing at all.
You use music to fell that empty soul
While your heart is searching & yearning for more
something you think you’ll never know.
You’ll continue to smile like everything is fine
But deep down your dying inside
Nobody knows or ask what’s wrong
What’s even worst is nobody never asks why …
_ Lovely 🍃
What’s more to say?
You allowed yourself to open up even lacking a little faith.
There’s nothing to grab onto , even worst there’s nothing more to say.
You turn your head away that your eyes allow those tears to stray away.
You’ll always feel damaged or not good enough
So you put up this wall to shield everything away.
You met someone amazing that helps keeps all that sorrow away.
But there’s always a doubt that’s she’s exactly like the rest
Little do you know your only hurting and pushing everything you love away with the things you say
Especially with all your over anazlying and little faith
But the ending question remains …
When are you going to allow that sunshine in to drown out all that rain