I don’t want to hurt anymore & that’s all I’ve been seeming to do. I’m tired of crying , stressing , dreaming & hoping that things would be different , complete beautiful even then I’m having dreams that I don’t even have waking up to hot tears that causes me not wanting to close my eyes anymore. I couldn’t answer to why I feel so broken or misplaced I just do & I hate it so much , I really do. maybe just maybe I’m staring to hate myself for so much pain I’ve allowed myself to take in that when its finally time to heal myself I’m so *shrugs* empty . I don’t feel like I’m worth anymore or even enough.
everything reminds me of you , fragments of things we’ve done , said , & even become. seriously just counting the days when ill feel better again instead of this damaged nothing you’ve made me feel. 😔😢